A personal post about that scene

Spoiler warning: If you haven’t read Graveyard Shift yet and want to avoid spoilers, save this blog post for after you read it.

Graveyard Shift has been out for almost four months, but at this time last year, I was still writing it. For those of you who read it, I wanted to talk a bit about that scene — the one that made a few readers cry, made others knock stars off their rating of the book, and made some other readers angry. All completely valid reactions.

I’m talking about Iskander’s death.

From a storytelling perspective, I knew someone needed to die in this book. They were facing Hudson’s nightmare and the consequences for failure had to be huge. It was like the scene in Serenity, just before the climax, when Wash manages to land the ship and everyone’s safe and—he gets killed. Right then, you knew that none of the characters were safe in the upcoming fight.

So my first synopsis included Iskander’s death. He was never supposed to survive the first book, but…he did. (Just like I had the bad guy all planned out in Not Dead Yet, and then Julia surprised me and walked onto the page in the big reveal.) I hemmed and hawed about Iskander’s death because I really didn’t want to pile the pain on Evan. My editor came back and asked for some changes to the plot (not about the death, but stakes), and I decided to change who was going to die, and how. I started the book with that plan in mind.

And then, on March 1, 2019, my dad passed away.

He was battling lung cancer for the fourth time. I wanted to believe the chemo was working and he’d beat it this time like he’d done the other three times. But he didn’t. Things got very bad, very quickly, and I’m so grateful I was able to be with him and my mom when he passed.

I can hardly believe it’s been a year.

When I got back to writing — because I was in the middle of drafting Graveyard Shift, and had to push deadlines back — I let my grief out onto the page. Iskander died. A character all the other characters in the book loved. And through that, I was able to process some of the things I was feeling in that moment. Putting my grief into writing helped me deal.

The audiobook of Graveyard Shift is sitting on my phone, untouched, waiting for me to listen to it. Greg Boudreaux is such an amazing narrator and I absolutely loved how he brought the first two books to life. But I can’t do it. Not yet. Because that grief is real, and I’m not sure I’ll ever be ready to revisit it.

I’ve been thinking about writing this post for a long time, just to share. Thanks for reading.

Wes and Hudson are back!

The second book in the Not Dead Yet series is out today, and I’m so excited for all of you to find out what Wes and Hudson are up to. Hint: it involves ghosts, secrets, and paranormal weirdness. So, you know, just another day in Toronto.

The bigger they are, the harder they maul.

Immortal not-ghost Wes Cooper and his vampire partner, Hudson Rojas, have it all—rewarding private investigation work, great friends and, most important, a love that’s endured. But ever since Wes sent a demon screaming back to the beyond, his abilities have grown overpowering and overwhelming. He’s hiding the fact that he’s losing control the best he can, but it’s hard to keep anything a secret for long when your partner’s a former cop…and especially when your partner’s a former cop who wants to move in together.

When all hell literally breaks loose in Toronto and superstrength ghosts are unleashed on Wes and his friends, he and Hudson are thrown into a case unlike any they’ve seen before. To save the city, Wes needs to harness his new power…and find some answers. But when he gets them, the solution to fix it all could mean losing everything.

One-click with confidence. This title is part of the Carina Press Romance Promise: all the romance you’re looking for with an HEA/HFN. It’s a promise!

This book is approximately 79,000 words

Check out all the buy links and the first chapter here.

I’m working with A Novel Take PR again for this release, so be sure to follow along with the release blitz and Instagram tour for a chance to win prizes.

My newest release

Not Dead Yet is now available!

"Not Dead Yet is a quirky, noirish paranormal roller-coaster with memorable characters, steamy sexual tension, and an urban fantasy universe that's a pure delight. I can't wait for the next book—I am completely hooked!" - Amy Lane, RITA finalist for the Bells of Times Square and Rainbow Award Winner for Beneath the Stain

I’m so happy the time is here to introduce the world to immortal not-ghost Wes and his ex-boyfriend, grumpy veteran detective Hudson. Early reviews have been incredibly positive, which is always heartening.

Check out the blurb and buy links for Not Dead Yet.

For this release, I’ve partnered with A Novel Take PR for a release blitz and Instagram tour! Watch for posts on Twitter, Facebook and Instagram and be sure to enter the giveaways! You’ve got a chance to win an exclusive, signed paperback version of Not Dead Yet plus some Canadian swag, a $10 Amazon gift card, or a signed paperback version of The Gryphon King’s Consort.

NOT DEAD YET is available on Netgalley!

If you have an account on Netgalley, you can request a review copy of my next release!

If you follow me on Twitter, you know I’ve been talking about this new series pretty much non-stop. It features:

  • An immortal not-ghost thief
  • A sexy silver fox cop with secrets
  • A second-chance romance
  • A badass witch BFF
  • Murder
  • Mystery
  • Paranormal weirdness
  • Canadian rep 🇨🇦

Check out the blurb and pre-order links!

Release day is February 4 (and books 2 and 3 will be out later in 2019).

I’ve got news!

If you’ve been watching my social media, I’ve been talking about my new project for a while. It was finally officially announced in Publisher’s Marketplace last week!


What I can tell you:

  • This is a three-book series, and all the books will be available in 2019.
  • It’s set in Toronto, Ontario.
  • The main character is Wes, a man who was killed in 1933 but brought back to life by a witch’s spell.
  • “Not-ghost” means he’s alive most of the time, but he can become a ghost.
  • Hudson, the love interest, is Wes’s ex-boyfriend, and they haven’t seen each other for 33 years.
  • Yes, that means this is a second-chance romance, and Hudson is 58.
  • Hudson’s got seeeecrets
  • Each book is told from Wes’s perspective.


More info coming soon!

Stay tuned for release dates, covers, blurbs, and more. Be sure to follow me on social media for updates, too!

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Happy Canada Day!

What better way to celebrate than with a book sale? Everyone needs reading for the long weekend, right?

Carina Press has put Lonely Shore, the second book in the Chaos Station series, on sale for only 99¢! And with book one permanently priced at $1.49, you can get started on this epic space adventure series for cheap!

This sale is valid at all Canadian ebook retailers until July 3. Check out my books page with buy links.

Have a wonderful long weekend, everyone! Bonne fête!

Lander by J. Scott Coatsworth – Release week excerpt and giveaway!

LanderJ. Scott Coatsworth has a new MM Sci Fi book out:

Sometimes the world needs saving twice.

In the sequel to the Rainbow-Award-winning Skythane, Xander and Jameson thought they’d fulfilled their destiny when they brought the worlds of Oberon and Titania back together, but their short-lived moment of triumph is over.

Reunification has thrown the world into chaos. A great storm ravaged Xander’s kingdom of Gaelan, leaving the winged skythane people struggling to survive. Their old enemy, Obercorp, is biding its time, waiting to strike. And to the north, a dangerous new adversary gathers strength, while an unexpected ally awaits them.

In the midst of it all, Xander’s ex Alix returns, and Xander and Jameson discover that their love for each other may have been drug-induced.

Are they truly destined for each other, or is what they feel concocted? And can they face an even greater challenge when their world needs them most?

The Oberon Cycle: Book Two

About the Oberon Cycle:

Xander is a skythane man whose wings have always been a liability on the lander-dominated half world of Oberon.

Jameson is a lander who has been sent to Oberon to find out why the supply of the psycho-amoratic drug pith has dropped off.

What neither knows is that they have a shared destiny that will change the two of them – and all of Oberon – forever.

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Xander stared at the torrent of water pouring over the cavern entrance. Somewhere out there, Quince and the others were lost in the storm.

“What happened to everyone else?” Jameson shouted, putting his hand on Xander’s shoulder.

“I don’t know. Last I saw them was before the lightning strike.” How had things changed so quickly?

Jameson started toward the exit. “We have to look for them!”

Xander pulled him back.

Jameson’s eyes were wild.

He squeezed Jameson’s hands, trying to reassure him. “Hey, calm down. There’s nothing we can do right now.”

“We already lost Morgan.” Jameson’s eyes pleaded with him. “I can’t lose the rest of them.”

Xander shook his head. “It’s no use. We’ll never find them in this tempest. They’re seasoned veterans. They can take care of themselves. We’ll go looking after the storm passes.” The loss of Morgan weighed on him too, though he was less and less certain that Morgan had been a human boy at all.

Jameson looked doubtful.

Xander felt it too, but there really was nothing they could do. “Hey, it’s gonna be all right.” He pulled Jameson to him, enfolding the two of them with his wings. Jameson was soaked, but Xander didn’t care.

Jameson nodded against his chest. “You’re right. Gods, I know you’re right. I’m sorry. I thought we were done with all this.”

Xander held him out at arm’s length. “Gods, huh? We’re doing the plural thing now?”

Jameson gave him a half smile. “Trying it out? When in Rome….”

“How’s your hearing?”

Jameson cocked his head. “It’s better. But everything sounds muffled.”

Xander nodded. “I can tell.”

Jameson blushed. “Am I talking too loud?”

“Just a little.”

Jameson smiled sheepishly. “It’s weird. It feels like my ears are full of water.”

Xander kissed him gently. “It’ll pass.” He looked around the cavern at last, his eyes gradually adjusting to the dim blue light.

The place was a faeryland, filled with rows of golden stalactites and stalagmites, like the bulwarks of an eldritch castle. Each one was a miracle of minute detail, like candle wax dripped from above. The whole cavern was lit by a turquoise-blue glow.

Xander looked around for the source. It came from pools of water on either side of the cavern. The scintillating light shimmered along the walls, creating complex, ever-changing patterns.

“Look, Jameson… it’s beautiful.” They were both a muddy mess. “We’re stuck here until the storm blows itself out. Why don’t we get cleaned up and try to rest? Then we can figure out what to do next. We have a long flight to Gaelan.” He was still shivering from the rain.

“A bath sounds like heaven.” Jameson let Xander lead him to one of the glowing ponds.

“Do you think it’s safe to go in?” Xander asked, pulling off his boots and testing the water with his toes. It was warm.

Jameson looked queasy, but then he smiled. “They called them faery ponds. There’s a microscopic organism that makes the light. It’s harmless, but beautiful.” He grinned. “Romantic, even.”

Ah, that’s how you knew this place. “You’ve been here before, haven’t you?” he said, slowly and clearly, gesturing to indicate Jameson and the cavern. His own generational memories were still fleeting, occasional things.

Jameson’s smile fled. He shrugged. “Not me personally….”

“Shhh. I know.” If he closed his eyes and focused, he could see this place too, but he seemed to be able to block them out when they were inconvenient. “Too many memories.” Xander pointed at his head.

Jameson nodded. He looked relieved. He reached out and pulled Xander close, his hands warm on Xander’s waist.

Xander slipped his arms around Jameson and kissed him once, twice. He wrinkled his nose. “You’re filthy and you stink! So do I.” He held up his shirt as proof. It was covered in mud stains.

Jameson laughed. “We can fix that.”

He helped Jameson unlace the sides of his shirt, pulling it off to reveal the naked skin underneath. Jameson returned the favor, his hands lingering for a moment before withdrawing to pull down his own pants.

They shucked their wet and dirty clothes and descended into the water. It was surprisingly warm, silky and smooth around Xander’s waist.

The pool was about three meters across and sloped down to about a meter deep at the far end. There was a warm, gentle current drifting past Xander’s legs, and the stone beneath his feet had been worn smooth by water and time.

Xander washed the grime off his skin, and it drifted off into the water around him.

Jameson pulled him in deeper and gestured for him to lower his head.

Xander lay in Jameson’s arms, and warm water washed over him, carrying the mud and dirt out of his hair. Jameson massaged his scalp, pulling away the twigs and bits of gunk he’d accumulated on the mad run through the forest in the storm.

Xander’s desire threatened to overwhelm him at Jameson’s gentle touch. He dipped his face into the water and rinsed off. It was so fucking good to get clean.

He shook his head, splashing Jameson, who shot him an aggrieved look.

The look turned into a wicked grin, and Jameson splashed him back. Then they were going after each other and laughing, a fine mist of water flying through the air.

Damn, it’s good to hear you laugh again. Xander grabbed Jameson and kissed him, harder this time, and Jameson’s body responded. They fell back into the water, and Jameson was hard against him, his own need naked before Xander’s desire.

After all that had happened, Xander needed to feel human and alive again. He tugged Jameson back to the shallow part of the pool and pulled his skythane down on top of him, Jameson’s skin warm against his own.

He kissed Jameson’s neck and nibbled on his ear, eliciting a low moan.

Jameson wanted this as much as he did. He could tell.

For a long, slow, ecstatic hour, Xander forgot all about the storm.

Author Bio

ScottScott lives between the here and now and the what could be. Indoctrinated into fantasy and sci fi by his mother at the tender age of nine, he devoured her library. But as he grew up, he wondered where the people like him were.

He decided it was time to create the kinds of stories he couldn’t find at Waldenbooks. If there weren’t gay characters in his favorite genres, he would remake them to his own ends.

His friends say Scott’s brain works a little differently – he sees relationships between things that others miss, and gets more done in a day than most folks manage in a week. He seeks to transform traditional sci fi, fantasy, and contemporary worlds into something unexpected.

He runs Queer Sci Fi and QueeRomance Ink with his husband Mark, sites that bring queer people together to promote and celebrate fiction that reflects their own reality.

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